THIS THING
stripped to its core
unsubtle that i adore
undeniably sure
disproportionate lure
i cannot acclaim
something to be ashamed
erradicate this madness
disclose all sadness
exposing all modesty
this pretentious side of me
chancing the unintentional
sailing the unconventional
this flaky, peculiar thing
magically hideous yet charming
surrender displaced feelings
undertaking to maintain bearings
05.02.12
THE UNWHOLESOME BEDTIME STORY
down the riverbend
a curly man who loves to mend
of coats & shirts & briefs of all sorts
of broken hearts, panties & shorts!
up on the mountain top
a silly girl who loves to hop
on bricks, on sand, on snow & land
on her toes, hopping in wonderland!
this one time they met
it rained & got wet
the curly man cuddled
to this girl who needs a huddle
rainbows bloomed across the sky
birds chirping, flying so high
animals sang a happy tune
saw the heart shaped pwet baboon!
off the go dancing & singing
puffed some weed until the evening
drank until the morning light
got wasted & lost their might
oh these crazy couple
sleeping, snoring, so subtle
now i dunno how to end this story
lets just say they died together with glory!
lol.
01.19.12
IN A DISTANCE
in a distance i see you
that guy i used to date
in a distance i feel you
a warm sweet embrace
in a distance we talk endlessly
seeing you face to face
in a distance we share stories
laughing crying & all our craze
in a distance we still care
battling emotions to be fair
in a distance not so distant
an exceptional man my heart still bares
01.02.12
A GOODNIGHT STORY
isang araw nalungkot ang araw
parati syang maliwanag
para sa taong lagalag
ngunit di sha pinapansin
kaya syay lumuha ng asin
sumabay ang mga ulap
abot langit at alapaap
sa kanyang kalungkutan
syay dinamayan
hanggang bumaha na ang buong mundo
wala nang pakawala ang tao.
Nobyembre ‘11
AGAIN
caught in between these silent sheets
screaming memories & plans fleet
alone under the warmth of that sweet embrace
that was once shared in a blurry haze
sadness lingers upon empty darkness
emotions creep in a pool of bitterness
as the winter sky envelopes my room
the moon beside my window show its doom
resilient but wretched as i lay
with thoughts of you on my mind decay
entering the limitless mindless unknown
behold in disgrace, i am once alone.
11.29.11
STAY
Hindi na kita hahanapin, iisipin aalalalahanin
Kung nasaan ka man, dyan ka nalang.
Hinahawakan ang maling kamay, madulas at puro sablay
Walang isang salita, sarap putulin ang dila!
Mga pangarap na drawing, at malalagkit na lambing
Magaling magpaasa, puro sakit ang tinamasa.
Hindi na kita hahanapin, patungo sa bagong lakbayin
Kung nasaan ka man, manigas ka dyan!
Hulyo ‘11
ECHUSERA
ang mundo nga naman ng echusera
makulay ang buhay ng super bongga
KSP sa kanyang mga kaibigan
kaya kung sino sino kanyang pinagtitripan
ang kanyang tenga isang dipa ang layo
bulong mo’y umaabot sa kanyang pinto
utak nya’y walang laman kundi chismis
rinig pati problema ng ipis
gumagawa ng sariling kwento
hindi naman yun ang totoo
ang kanyang bibong bibong propesyon
ay manira ng mga relasyon
akala nya’y sya’y sikat
sa kanyang kwentong binabanat
busog na busog sa impormasyon
puro kasinungalingang pinapaambon
inday garutay naman naman!
itigil ang kahibangan
ang buhay mo’y napakaboring
tara tayo na’t mag-sparring!
datapwat ako’y nagpapasalamat
ginagawa mo akong alamat
nakikilala ako ng madlang people
tila artista ang sumisibol
pagod na akong mag-rap
kaya tama na, stop!
ikaw inggiterang frog ka
mag-ingat sa matalas mong dila
dahil sa patuloy mong pagkokak
iyong ilong at bibig pupunuin ng bulak!
06.29.11
I know now why you left. It wasn’t because of anything I didn’t say or didn’t do. It wasn’t my fault, & it wasn’t even yours either. You left because I wasn’t a part of your past, or your future —I was only a part of your present. You never saw me as anything else or anything more. You’re leaving because you could. And you’re leaving because you can. Salamat pa din. Hanggang sa muli.
05.05.11
FREEWILLY
im inlove with a guy
who’s real handsome and fly
sweeps me off of my feet
and makes my heart beat
always cheery and happy
jumpy, dancy and fancy
he’s even cuter when he’s furious
i find him so delicious!
jan carlos caoile
sexy just like freewilly
im proud to be your girl
happy march5 now lets twirl!
03.01.11
PALIPARAN
papalapit sa paliparan
maya maya’y mamamaalam
ako nanama’y iyong iiwan
masakit sa lalamunan
nalulunod na sa luha
basang basa ang mukha
mga alaala’y laging tinatago
hanggang sa muling pagtatagpo.
01.03.11 =’(
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